I am so sorry for your loss. It is very hard to lose a loved one and continue with the Christmas season without them. I have had to do the same in the past.
Somehow Christmas has been the best therapy for me. I never forget my loved ones who have left us but remembering them during the festive time of year is helpful. I hope I can always feel this way but there is no guarantee Christmas will always work to help with my grieving. I can only hope it does!
Again, I am very sorry for your loss and please know we are here for you! Big hugs to you!