RATS !!!!
My eating obsession is going nuts again !!! I know I can afford a few pounds but that is the point, I cant just gain a FEW. It's my personality - ALL OR NOTHING. Have always been like this. I HATE IT !!! I try to stay away from foods that I know are going to "trigger" me into a binge........But it is not working. I have tried it all........tried thinking of other things, working out, reading, etc. The dang food has this little voice that ALWAYS get me......"Oh Caninemom3.......come on, have a little snack on us.......we wont hurt you........" Okay. Now you all now I am certifiable.
Seriously, I am really quite frightened. It is true what they say. One bite too many and 1,000 bites are not enough.......If I gain it back this time my old lady metabolism will not let me lose any more......Still I have this stupid compulsion.......I know what will happen if I act on it .............but I can't stop myself.
Okay. Crazy Canine rant over. Please say a prayer okay ? xoox
My thoughts are with you CM3.















