Soooo....guess what?
All that crap that happened to me this weekend (lack of sleep, loud, rapid heartbeat, etc.)? It seems that it's just yours truly stressing herself out.
I have a GI appointment Wednesday morning (due to abdominal pains I was having in mid-September). Anyway, I saw this guy once before (in August of 2009) and he was insistant on doing a colonoscopy....which scared the crap out of me (bad pun ;-) ). My transplant center put their foot down on that idea so I was able to weasel my way out of it.
I've now got myself all worked up worrying that he'll want to do it to me this time. I've been talking about this with my co-workers (and one of my sisters) and everyone seems to think that it's just me stressing myself to the max.
Right now I'm just trying to take deep breaths during the day time, and a Guided Relaxation mp3 at night to help me sleep. (I'd like to listen to it now, but it would do a fabulous job at knocking me out! :-D )
Alright, I think I'm done.
I hope everything is okay with gabulldawg. He hasn't posted since last night. :-(