I wish that watching QVC tonight and this weekend will cheer me up. I haven't had a very good past couple of days, they've been rotten actually. It's a shame when you invest a lot of time and effort into one person who turns out not to care about you (when they say they do). I was always warned not to put all of my eggs in one basket, and boy did I mess up this time! I have been trying to watch shows that I like and enjoy the night, but I can't seem to get things off of my mind. I wish that people were easier to trust - I think sometimes I am just way too nice.