I had time to read the past 3 pages, and I wanted to say thanks so much for your thoughts and prayers, I really need them and I have thought about yall here a lot during this day, it has been so stressful, and it's hard to explain, but I am torn in between loving my brother and worrying about his condition, and trying to keep him from getting expelled from the hospital(if there is such a thing) he is just the polar opposite of me..which is laid back and easy to get along, with, but at the same time I can't stand the thought of him being up there by himself! But anyway thanks everyone I truly appreciate the prayers!