Good Morning everyone on this beautiful Sunday morning here in Maryland. Happy Flag Day....
Quiet morning here, everyone is still asleep, coffee is done and I am already making my plans (in my head) for my day's activities in and around the house.
Last night, the wife and I went down to visit her grandfather (he's 92) for a little bit and the assisted living place where he has been living for the last 5 years. It's a really nice place and he likes it there. It was sort of a sad experience for me in a way because he is in the stages of dementia. He's happy, believes everything that his brain is telling him that he's see's, but wow, was it a difficult experience to witness him going thru what he is going thru.
I mean like one second he's talking about things that are true, family and such and then the next very second, he looks down at the carpet on the floor and says, to me, "do you see all the fish down there, I think they are going to catch them and we will have fish for dinner tomorrow night"!.... He's not bad off, he's happy, very inquisitive to everything he believes he is seeing, but for me and my wife, it's just hard to see someone go thru this....
Makes a person soul search and wonder to themselves, "Will I get old, will I go thru this, will someone be there to take care of me, etc...."! It really makes you think when you take the time, to sit in the assisted living facility and look around at all the people in there....and I wonder, are they really happy?
Any way's, just my pondering thoughts this morning, I do that when I see something that troubles me or makes me wonder about things...
My wife is in the medical profession and she understands a lot of things like this, and she see's him a lot more than me, but it was just hard for me, because I do not see him too often anymore. For me to see such a smart, bright, intelligent man, go down this road, it saddened and troubled me. And yet, it also made me wonder about the human brain, what causes it to mis-fire the way it does, etc.....