She was an amazing woman so please take some solace in that. She was always so loving and kind, even when she wasn't feeling well.. she went out of her way to make sure everyone was taken care of. She messaged me numerous times and she was nothing short of kind and compassionate. I still have those messages and cannot bear to delete them.. I guess I am still trying to hold on to her in that way. Please know that we all loved and appreciated who she was as a person... even though we have not met her. I think of her often and miss her joyous heart. I am not religious.. but I will say God Bless because I know she is with the angels now.