Don't be too hard on yourself - you're only human. You have the right attitude and working on making a change so that's the best you can do. Hope you are over this rough patch soon.Thanks for the thoughts & prayers! I do feel a bit better today. DH & DD had praise band practice last night for a couple of hours, so I was alone & watched a movie and relaxed. However, none of us slept last night because of storms moving through & DD had a cough! She ended up in bed with us, so it's hard to sleep with three adult-sized folks in a king sized bed...
I'm pressing on with adjusting my attitude. DH told me this morning that he hoped I had a better day today & DD told me that I was grouchy every morning, so I need to do something about that!