Wow, thanks for that feedback. I'm glad there are others who appreciate my writings. Like I've said before, this is the only place I can do anything like that. If I say the things I've written here to someone else, especially once Christmas is over, they would look at me like I'm totally crazy. It's essentially a constant running dialogue I have going in my head at this time of year. And it certainly makes the PCB's a lot more bearable having somewhere to express it and to have people around who appreciate it. I would love to do something like a Special Post Series, and would love to know there are others who would read it and relate to it so that I could give to others so much of what I've been given here at MMC.
However, I've got some things coming up this year though that might prevent me from doing that with any regularity come next November. The main thing is that I will most likely be in the military by that point, assuming everything goes to plan and there aren't any hiccups with that process like I've experienced in the past. But which is why I'm sort of taking it all in as much as I can right now and have been for the whole season, knowing this might be my last opportunity to do so in the capacity I'm in now, just with where I'm at in life and all. There's a good chance that for the foreseeable future I might have to put any major focus on the holidays on hold and be focused on other things. And right now could very well be the end of a recent five/six year run where I've rediscovered my love for the holidays as an adult and where it's become a major part of my life. Don't get me wrong, I'll definitely get back to this point, when I'm done with my service and travels and can finally settle down with my life once and for all, maybe hopefully even do the wife and kids thing and be that guy who goes all out for Christmas every year. But for now, hopefully not too long from now, I might have to put my focus and energy into other things.
I'll certainly remain a part of the forum though and will post regularly when I'm off and about, especially during the little down time I'll have during the holidays. I don't doubt that at certain points this forum might be the only place for me to do anything Christmassy.
I'm not leaving yet though! This isn't quite my goodbye yet. I'm still in Christmas mode for one more week, and I'll definitely keep posting my thoughts. At the end of this week I'll be taking down my tree and decorations, since my house will become occupied again, so that will inevitably bring its own sadness and subsequent ramblings about it.
But again, thanks for listening, or reading, I never know which one to say, or write...jeez. Anyways, it's good to know there are others out there who appreciate this kind of thing.