evening all, watching Farewell Mr. Kringle I didn't get a chance to last year. I did myself wondering what is happening here and love to che k in...But, not all good news from me today, I have a group of six young adults in my youth group and one of them ran away from home B came from a broken home, his mom is currently in prison, father cannot be found, his family isn't really a place you would want to put a child, he is 15 he has no idea of what is out there really, I thought I was making a dent, but I guess not, it hurts and I know it shouldn't I want to find him and tell him I know how, out feel, not wanted, alone, and a little afraid, but you don't have to think that, you can make a change, it isn't easy, it will be down right painful at times but the rewards are so great. This Saturday we were doing a Thanksgiving with another youth house, B will be missed, even if the cops find him he will go to JV hall, this was a gift. I hope he finds his way, I hope he realizes that he does matter and he too is worthy of love. I try to tell them in group you need to find it in yourself to love you because until you do you will never know when someone else does. I listen to them I treat them with kindness and respect and I hate to say this I think at first they have no idea how to accept it so they are rude, but over time they learn, and every so often I hear them say please, excuse me, or may I it put s a smile on my face. I am often asked by the kids about myself I try to be honest but within reason. Sorry I unloaded here tonight I just had to get it off my mind in a positive way this will help me move forward.
Good night everyone