I was thinking about how a week ago my life was different...and how much happened this last week (some who are not dog people would say it wasn't a big deal) but it was an emotional roller coaster and it amazes me that all of that happens in 1 week. Just a reminder to us all to enjoy each day of our lives...nothing is guaranteed to any of us tomorrow...so enjoy today (even on a Monday when we say we can't wait till the weekend)...even when it's 0 degrees in January and we're "kind of sad." Every day is important. Every day is precious.
And not to be too sappy but I just wanted to thank you guys for helping me vent, your supportive words and just for this site "being here" for any time I needed to vent this week or simply come on here and talk/joke with you guys. You helped me through what has been the hardest week that I've had in the last 7 years (when my grandmother passed away...somehow this week even seemed harder to me than that so it may be longer than 7 years that I've had this difficult of a week personally). I think part of that is I had 6 months of my grandmother being in the hospital to sort of "prepare" myself for the worst and also the fact that the older I've gotten the more emotional I've gotten about time/enjoying life and not taking things for granted anymore. Thanks again guys...you made the hardest week I've had in 7 years so much more bearable...and I will never forget you guys for that. Any time any of you ever need anything from me you know I'm here for you.
Now thinking about lots of positive things going forward...the last few days we've been telling great Nitro stories and learning more about him. He became a legend really...and when family members say "how can he be replaced." The answer is he can't be. But the thing everyone has to remember is when we got him he was just a small, scrawny "cat" looking thing (as my mom called him). And like so many of our pets do over time he carved out his niche, became so much to us, learned so many things from us, got into his own little routines and was part of our daily lives. He will never ever be forgotten...he will never ever be replaced. He made me a better person...as I've mentioned earlier this week. And he's made me realize that although right this moment I'm not ready to have another dog that this summer I plan on trying to find another special dog to treasure, spoil and have him became his own legend...hopefully just as special as Nitro became (big shoes to fill). And I look forward to that ride...just like the amazing ride Nitro gave us.
We're with you Edge! Glad we could be here for you. I hope you are doing better this week. Keeping you in my prayers!















