Isn't it crazy? It just boggles my mind every single year when January arrives and the weeks continue to roll on. I look back and think, wow, just 1,2,3,4 weeks ago it was Christmas time.
The last few days I've been thinking about when the Christmas season first started to make it's mark in late November. I was kind of busy in the first half of Nov, plus it was blistering hot (not uncommon here in So Cal that time of year), so I couldn't really get into Christmas at that point. I was definitely in holiday mode in a general sense, as I always am in the Ber months, and especially having just spent all of Oct doing Halloween. But It wasn't really until the week of Thanksgiving that the weather got cooler, and obviously with that holiday rolling in, family being together, TV programming becoming full of holiday stuff, it really became Christmas time over the course of that week and weekend. And lately I've been looking back to those specific moments that weekend where it definitely indeed became Christmas time with no going back, and that feeling of having the whole Christmas season laid out in front of me. And again, just boggles the mind at how we go from that point to where we are now.
Then as you go through specific moments throughout December you can't help but wonder where they went. It's amazing how even a simple evening in among family or friends can have so much more meaning and leave such a lasting impact just by way of it being in the month of December. Even though you've done nothing differently than you normally do throughout the year, it's amazing how you can look back to those nights in December and have an acutely specific memory of each night being special in some way and that invokes something you miss about it. Even the simplest interaction with someone can have a tremendous amount of significance to it when you look back. I know it's easy to suggest having that as your mindset all year round, but the reality is nobody remembers a night in the Spring or Summer time the way they remember nights in December. Like I've mentioned before it's that fullness in the air when it's the holidays that simply isn't there when it's not.
Anyways, sorry for another long post. I appreciate anyone who takes the time to read them and the support you all have given me and each other. This time of year is always especially difficult in trying to let it go once and for all until the next season.
Off to work now.