Good evening everybody. I'm just feeling a little bit down. Life is going by too fast and next year is going to be a big change for me since i will be in Year 11. It doesn't sound like much, but it's going to feel weird since half of my friends are going to another school. Mind you that this is the senior school i told you about. The deputy principal at my current school literally told me that i am forced to stay at my current school. I didn't even get a chance to make an impression for the senior school, because they didn't give me an interview with the senior school. All over an innocent mistake that can be fixed and solved so easily. It's just been making me feel sad, since i have been looking forward on going to that school for years, since it is just down the road from my house and now my current school is forcing me to stay. They can't force me. I'm not a caged animal, they can't tell me what to do. With the school year nearly finished, friends leaving, everybody moving on. I can't help but shed a tear. It's all so surreal. It seems like it was just yesterday that i was starting high school. At school, on Facebook, my friends have been saying and posting "Freshwater next year! Can't wait, i'm so excited!". Freshwater is the name of the school by the way. I know that i can still keep in touch with them, but it just won't feel the same since i won't be there with them experiencing Freshwater. I hang out with a group of 12 and 8 of them are leaving. The remaining 4 are not so close, there just guys that i have for company during class. Sadly, my friends that are girls are leaving as well. Pardon my French, but the majority of the girls at Freshwater are sluts. I know not to judge a book by it's cover, but knowing them for 4 years explains it all with them flashing, trashy photos on Facebook, etc. My best friend is staying, which is good, because he is my only friend that i can trust and we have gone through so much together in the past 4 years. Still, i don't really know what else to say regarding my feelings towards all of this. Sorry for the really long post, but this has been bugging me ever since that mishap with my application happened.