First ultrasound today and found out that we are at 12 weeks....
Whoa, whoa, whoa......12 weeks? We jsut found out 5 weeks ago....so during Christmas....Wifey conceived a little one????? Do what? As a matter of fact, we think the baby might have been conceived during the week of Christmas...really close to Christmas (but that's enough info, you don't want to peek that closely).....
Sweet. A Christmas baby....what a gift.
As they are doing the ultrasound....what do we see? Here goes the those few great moments.....
Ballcoach is sitting there taking video on his iphone, when he realizes that he and wifey want some pictures too....so he changes to camera mode....takes a couple of pictures...and as he looks at his iphone....he spreads his eyes and squints....to make sure he sees what he think he sees....realizes there is a much larger screen he can look at...hears his wife sob....immediately switches his eyes to the big screen...and the nurse goes uhoh....Ballcoach says with a raised voice....is that what I think it is? is that what I think it is? Wifey goes please don't tell him...please....and the nurse says it looks like a
boy!!!!!!!!
but she goes on to say I can't officially say that right now...ballcoach begs and pleads....please tell me I can go buy a glove...give me a breadcrumb....and she says I can't....
But I know what I saw....so does Wifey...and so does nurse....
and I just finished another milestone day in my life...
and I feel I don't deserve to be so happy....to have all these blessings....
and as I look at these pictures here tonight....the video of the baby moving...hearing the heartbeat...I realize something...almost profound....
My heart will never be in my body again....my heart will always be this child...